odds in my favor

This month has brought me a lot of creativity and time to finally have time with my universe. Last time, I had tough times and I don't know why I feel depressed. I had this little demons and nightmares that I had to face during those lonely times, some time ago. I was so sad that I didn't get what I wanted, that all my expectation wasn't met and from that I looked through the surface. So as I walk through life, I am starting to realize that there are several things which I actually need to release to manifest the things that I wanted and needed. I have been attracting negativity which is not healthy. So as I browse through the pages of my days, I came to realize that I shouldn't dwell on it too much and overthink about what could have gone wrong and what didn't work---instead, I focus on having mantra that "everything is in the right place, think positively, be patient with yourself." Those words somehow put sunshine in my own universe and I kinda believe that whatever is making me worry now, it will be okay soon. Gotta put a little rain to see the rainbow, doesn't it? So as I write this, actually little by little I am releasing scepticism, pessimism and doubt and I fully trust divine timing. I put all my trust in the universe and to God. We must believe that if everything isn't working on our favor now, our manifestation will come to us in a way we never imagined. So now, dearest, let it go, let it go. Release all your anxieties and fears and believe that it will come to you. I love how the universe makes me realize the things that shifts my energy. Now, I just need to see, feel and let go. Whatever it is, believe that you received it and it will come to you, as the Bible says. So, fighting!