a good-bye

Together--

that was supposed to be us

I remember how you used

to fetch me with your car,

and those dreams

you told me

left a scar.

You were supposed to be

an angel in disguise

but I didn't get you as a price,

shit happens anyway,

it was my fault--

glad you find yourself,

it was beautiful to be told

felt like it'll never get old

but just as how smooth we are

we ended roughly, aren't we?

You used to tell me your jokes,

well, I laugh with every stroke--

I thought we were happier,

that was the beginning.

You're such a fine man,

for pete's sake,

you really are.

I don't know why I met you,

you were my dreams

and God brought you to me,

but perhaps you don't deserve someone

who doesn't care

at all

but I've learned everything from you

MOMENT isn't something we should waste for,

but anyway,

you can build your dreams now

without me

without me

for all my mishaps before

for all the things I never said and done,

for all the ignored gestures of affirmation

for not realizing sooner,

please tell me you were happier

when I was this way.

endings wasn't easy,

but we did,

now,

do everything you want to show me--

do it,

with her.