

2020 SELF

annyeong haseyo, beautiful souls!
it's been a while since i last posted my whereabouts but i am still thankful that after almost 4 years of hiatus, i decided to write again. dude, it's already 2020, feeling old na but it's good to be back from my senses. i could say, it was really tough years for me since i was so busy with my studying and after graduating i became insane trying to find a job that'll suffice my needs. however, during those years, i didn't really lose communication to my scribbling world. i write even in a piece of paper, in my quiet times, in my ecstatic state or in the hatred part of my life or so. of course, i couldn't just stop writing my own prose and poetry as it fuels me.
i compiled some of my works during those times when i don't write in my blog. that friggin 4 years (omg, imagine how many years have passed by?) had taught me a lot and i just can't imagine that some of the things that i wanted to do in life, it's somehow coming true now, somehow, cos i am still on my way.. oh, thank God Almighty. and for those peeps who keep on asking me, well, i don't have that special someone now. so for now, let's not jinx it cos i believe that the right and perfect time will come hahaha! don't you dare rush, dear. it's just right there don't worry. God is preparing you for what you deserve. what's meant to be will always find its way, k? char. well, it's magic to have someone by your side tho. lels.
i've been through tough times but it surely didn't hinder me to ponder in life. i have so much optimism that i instill in myself. whatever life throws at me, i know i'll be able to handle it with prowess. so here's a golden rule of thumb, it's okay to fail as long as you know how to get up. it's not yet over.
showering you with lots of love and positivity.
sincerely yours,
j e c e l,
peeps who are close to me also call me "s y n c"